the Lord!

Ok today I am going to talk about something that is on my mind.......
I do believe in god but dont go to church for reasons and I am going to try to talk about those reasons today...I feel that if I believe in god then I shouldnt have to go to church. God is in your heart and not a building. My neighbor over the weekend told me about this mega church and how big they have gotten and that she wont go back to the church because of it. this mega church has 12,000 members. the singles ministries even one night rented out a nightclub (if your a church you are giving mixed messages is you rent out a night club). she goes on to tell me that this church is go big now that the pastor has to to have bodyguards....come on already......this is one of the reasons I dont go to a church...another reason is that every time that i go they try to make you feel guilty of any sin you have done...if I want to drink a beer(which I havent in over 2 yrs) then I should be able to do so. If I want to listen to rock music then I should be able to. If I want to have long hair then that shouldnt be a problem. God doesnt care if you listen to rock music with long hair ...you are his child and he loves you no matter what. we have all sinned alittle and we are not perfect people. another reason I dont go is because alot of the churchs act like it is HOLLYWOOD! A big stage....then some even beg you for money like that one mega church they want you to give them you checking account number....WRONG!!!..plus all the bad pastors like Jim baker and good ole Tammy faye...Pat robertson.....those are the reasons that I dont go to a church and for those that ask me why I dont go ...then read my blog.....